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Oct 31, 2007



todays meeting wasn't that gd...
In fact i screwed up...
I forgot to bring the booklet... Lol...
Now that i think of it i'm quite forgetful...
haha... Thats just one of my bad points...
Well... Today went to publisise our school...
I forgot my speech... So it was also screwed...
Everything is so screwed... I didnt even mantain my acedamic results...
Lol... Was quite moody when i reached home... looked for some people to chat...
but i felt that i troubled people too much and was quite a handful...
Kept to myself all day... Tried to talk to somebody... Actually a couple of people...
But didnt dare to... i don't want another conflict... Another load of problems...
Another bunch of crap coming out of my mouth...
Well... also scolded some people today for taking my friends stuff...
It was quite important... So i guessed i kind of flaired up and scolded too severly...
Sorry... Was too mean i suppose... but what was inside was not meant for u to see...
Ah well... Hope tomorrow will be a better day...
Much better than today i suppose but there's double maths and triple sciences tomorrow...
Lol... another long day with long draggings....
lucky someone told me to stop saying things that i shouldn't today...
haha... Thx ******... Cant spell out your name if not kenna bullied again...
Nitez...

hvniag so mnay cofnlitcs and prmolebs are jsut prat of lfie...
teshe are jsut mree otbsaelcs wihch hdiner our pefroranmce...
tehre is smoenoe who i wsih to tlak too...
But she dseon't wsih too so i tnihk i will let it be...
Beranikg ciahns are hrad to do...
Espceilaly wehn it has gnoe tohrguh so mnay hpapy mmoeries...
And in the end it is enevtulaly lost...

(if you can read this... I'm thankful...)

Still awake at { 21:08 }

Oct 29, 2007



Haha...
Today class was interesting...
lol... Talked abit... Slept abit... Played abit... Learned ALOT!!!!!!!!
Lol... Now waiting for match... Sian...
Oh... Saw Mr Lim today... Haha... He changed his qop build...
I'm gonna try it out... see how it is...
haha... Well...
See ya tomorrow!!!

Still awake at { 19:07 }

Oct 28, 2007



haha...
Again... Same old stuff...
Now... I'm going to start anew...
No choice... I'm very confused...
Haha... Well... I'm still going to smile all day...
Only some people understand...
My msn number the + sign represents something...
Something that is found everywhere around people...
Something that is needed by everyone...
Something that is lost...
Haha...
Later...

Still awake at { 12:44 }

Oct 27, 2007



Today had a fun time disscussing the camp things...
Was pretty interesting what happen during the time i and bing wasn't here...
lol... new news and notices problems confussions...
i think the camp changed me for the better...
i can control my anger better as well as patience...
So i think that makes me a better person...? Lol...
Maybe... Maybe not...
Also i found out more friends as well as their attitudes of old ones...
Well... i'm tired after typing so much so yeah...
Nitez!!!

Still awake at { 22:27 }



Today finally finish camp.
Well Obs is special in a way that they have expeditions and more outdoor activities.
haha. I played for 4 hours already
Miss so many people already...
Haiz... Cant turn back time can we???
I also learn a lot of things... Someone said i was a good listener...
I prefer the term ' daydreamer'... haha... Won't reveal the name of course.
Well... I understood alot of things... What people said... Their expressions on their face...
Dunno why... Maybe thats my only good point other than addiction to this thing that you see in the background...
Haha... Lol... but i pissed people off with it... i also made people feel happy about it...
There's the lessons and homework that we all missed.... The 17 of us...
haha... Lots of catching up to do...
Sian... Now i'm wondering if i can get the person i like now...
Makes me wonder how am i gonna do it...
Its hard but peserverance will pull us through...
Lol... peserverance... haha... Its funny how it is associated to the real life...
changed blogsong btw... the name is 'Incomplete' By Backstreet Boys...
Seriously i wish i can turn back time... Undo the wrong... Take more risks... Asked more question... Had more fun... Get into more trouble... Be all that i can be...
Me... Just alone will never pull through... However i like the loneliness inside me...
It gives me peace and sincerity... haha... Dont even know what i am talking about...
lol... i just feel that way... Now also... Thats why i'm writing this post...
Whoever that can understand me best is that person... And i hope that person...
Is You.


Still awake at { 02:59 }

Oct 18, 2007



Today we had some lessons at class....
During mother tongue it was chaotic...
Cause the teacher never come...
haha... lol... As usual...
English Ms Tan also never come...
So that makes it two free periods today...
LOL...
Then later Mdm Juliana came in and said no Biology...
Half the class went... WOO HOO!!!
After school i rina stef jia li went to S11 to eat...
I ordered the usual... One plate of vegetarian beehoon...
haha... Sometimes its better than the original food you know...
After that we went back to the prefect room....
While waiting for the meeting... We played some games...
Now go play dota with boon liao...
BYE!!!

Still awake at { 21:05 }

Oct 17, 2007



Today was quite saddening...
I cried at school you know... CRIED!!!
haha... But i was upset... Yeah...
So now i'm at home typing this...
Now its busy on camping stuff...
Busy this busy that... theres OBS camp...
Next year there's O'Levels...
What shld i say??? I know...
Thx to everybody who gave me their support!!!
Hon Yee... Stef... Sufi... Pamela... And Evia!!!
haha... Also to Ms Tan for giving me such a moral booster!!!
Nitez!!!

Still awake at { 20:31 }

Oct 16, 2007



Its a happening day...
On the average i say... Exciting...
We got back our results...
Failed some... Passed some...
But that doesnt matter...
Its over so the best we can hope for now is that study more can liao...
haha... Well...
Han fong... You are by far the best ursa warriorer i seen.. lol...
Now you are even better than Jason...
Now its see your luck...
Yeah...
Haha...
Nitez!!!

Still awake at { 21:04 }

Oct 15, 2007



Today... Well... things have happened too fast....
To J...
Its over... Dont try it again... Pls... For my sake just forget it....
I'm not the one... There are others better than me...
So pls... Forget it...
To S...
I'm very sorry about what happened...
I know i shouldn't have said it...
But... I can't tolerate it anymore...
I just... Just want to apologise...

Still awake at { 18:43 }

Oct 13, 2007



Ah... Its after exams...
How relaxing but still... i cant play all i want...
Today was... Well... Boring...
Dunno what i did but i did nothing interesting...
yeah... Well... Nitez!!!

Still awake at { 22:37 }