Today is going to be a boring day. Already is and is not improving.
I'm going to my grandpa's house later.
Really half assed. Quite pissed also.
Nothing to do there but just waste time.
Seriously la ppl dowan go dont force them la.
Kns die die also wan go.
Sibei lao lan.
Wan bring my laptop but the internet there is used by multiple people.
Not only that my battery doesnt even last long enough.
And also not to mention the unhappy faces i see when i use laptop.
Why cant i just stay home? At home its so much better.
Much better than seeing everyone at my grandpa's house.
Not that i dowan to see them but its really pointless.
But if i dont go my father tell me that they will all just think that i'm trying to sell my products.
And then they dont buy i dont see them.
Wtf? So this is how people judge things?
Then i dont go for the rest of my life lor like that.
Even after not closing my deal with my uncle and aunties i also go and have dinner with them.
So i went to my grandpa no deal then dont go? Rubbish.
Its just that now i really see no point.
No one of my age group, all talk in dialect.
My brother and sister both have cousins to play with.
For me? Bullshit.
I dont really liked to be forced doing things.
Neither do i like to be around too many people who are older than me by 10 years and above.
Why? Simple.
Whenever i say something and they dont agree,
they just saw that they have more experience in life than me and that i should listen.

I just said this one simple sentence only:
Last time things were different and now things have changed.
So last time and now are not comparable.

Then they angry.
My parents always say dont compare what my siblings have and what i dont have.
Dont compare what other people have. what they want, what they get.
Then why keep compare my results with other people?
Where is the principle? So now they want compare results?
I average student nia.
So take away my entertainment got use liddat?
Go find a different method la.
really fucking pissed off. and writing here i feel much better.

Random

2am++ and still not asleep.
Song bo.
Not that i'm not tired but just that i woke up at 4pm today.
Lolz. Can last another 12 hours also can but i think i wont.
Monday still need to go sch.
Up till now i still cant get my motivation to do my macro project.
Dont have the feeling. To the rest of my homework as well.
I did it, but only one day before which is damn ok for me?
Anyway, the climax of this week is that i actually lost my ring at KFC.
Was abit affected by it at 1st but after some time passing,
the ring after all was a momento and the feeling is still in my heart. =)
But right after the lab class with a certain "on-time" teacher,
Jolene gave me back my ring!
She said she reminded me when we were eating.
Obviously i didnt listen carefully or wasnt paying attention and paid the price.
But when i left i did forget about it and she took it.
THANKS ALOT!!! =D

Right. Lets see.
Nothing else eventful happened throughout the week.
Monday was just flown by,
Tuesday was when the above incident happened,
Wednesday i was jubeating with sx after sch,
Thrusday also wasted since our last lesson was cancelled,
Friday went out with HL and co. as usual.
Saturday woke up at 4pm and went jogging with HL and pam. Imba.
Then come back play nia nothing else.

I also revived my psp. Only did i realise that the battery spoiled.
Nvm. I borrowed my brother's battery and yeah. Case closed.
But i still gotta find a new one for myself.
Dont wanna depend on people for too long.
In fact, i really dont like depending on people.
I just prefer to be independent. =)
Find work, earn my own money, etc etc.
Will be done in the future but why wait?
Now la. Just only.

Also watched a whole lot of anime. Completed the Shakugan No Shana season 1 and 2.
Was fun. =D Now waiting for the "S" season.
Still watching bleach and asura cryin 2. One week once only.
And not to mention that bleach is really starting to get annoying with their fillers.
Ok. Nothing else in my mind that i should talk about now.
Going to take some time off my com. =)
lyl lly. See you soon.