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Jan 28, 2010



Wow. This is actually the 1st time i blog so early.
Actually its the earliest blogging time i have after waking up.
Today i woke up at 6am when i cound have woke up at 8.30.
Why? Super lame reason.
Yesterday i reach home at arnd 10.50pm.
After bathing and all i actually decided beforehand to edit my script for tmr's project.
As well as make some amendments to the powerpoint slides.
Then, my mother ask me go slp. -.-"
I told her i still have project she say dont care. Zai.
I also told her that it was way off my usual sleeping time,
Which would mean that i am unable to slp,
Due to the fact that my project is incomplete,
Also due to the fact that i am not tired,
Finally, to realise that i didnt want to waste time trying to force myself to slp.
I summerised that my com would be scrap metal after she's done with it if i dont follow her instructions.
So, unwillingly i just lay in bed.
My sister was still awake so we talked a little bit after she heard part of my "feedback" about the situation.
After she went to sleep, i was just turning and tossing around worrying about the things i havent done.
After a few mins i smsed Hl to do a few things for me on her laptop.
At least that can take a few things off my mind and tick my list of agenda.
But unfortunately, she dipped her phone in water to rinse off the oil,
And at the same time allowing the water to enter,
Which practically messed up the internal circuits,
And subsequently making her phone kick the bucket.
Yeah. Thats about it. But i managed to get my message across to her which must be some miracle.
So ya... After that i practically rolled in bed till 1am+.
Then i set my alarm to 6am to wake me up.
I had no idea whether she would allow me to use the com so early
But regardless, i had to finish up the project.
Worst case scenario i had thought of would be to run to either Lot1 mac/School.
And at 6.30am if i can get out of the house.
Luckly, i was able to use the com at home due to my one assumption,
That she would be busy with my siblings and would leave me be.
So i am here after finishing everything and blogging,
So that i can also relief myself of hostile emotions.
I'm preparing to go to sch now so i think i can rest in peace.

This is not the 1st time this happen and i don't think it'll be the last
Thank goodness i still have the confort give by my friends and this blog.
This is why i also dont like adults often and keep a distance from them.
Particulary the ones in the house? Guess its just that way.
Their mass delusion is that the thinking they have is definate, final and correct.
This is what i say: What a load of crap.
If this is right, then congrats on this comment after the many millions posted by others.
If this is wrong, then may this be my 1st bad comment since i dont bother much.

Still awake at { 07:15 }

Jan 21, 2010



So today here i am blogging.
Right after finishing the marketing report and ppt with PinRu.
Well, i'll have a fiend time later since the presentation is in like 12 and a half hours time?
Lolz.
Today i didnt go for my lessons.
Reason being i was sick? However, i have my reasons for not seeing a doctor.
Still, i had to self treat myself so i just rested for quite awhile in the morning.
Woke up completely at 11.30 and realised nobody was in the house.
My fever went on up to 3pm ++ which made me finish one kettle of water.
That was already quite imba since i only drain one per day.
Received Jx's message on whether to go jogging or not. =O
I think only Huiling went with jx to jog. At least he has some company. ^^
In the late afternoon i took a 4 hour nap till 8.30+ .
For the whole day i mostly just thought of the project and dreaming about it wasn't impossible i guess.
That was when i finished the second kettle of water.
Yeah so far i have met Huiling's requirements? Lolz. Increase my intake to two kettles.
So my fever hasnt gone up for the night i guess it'll be ok in the morning.
Better be.
Going to take my rest now. Nitez.

Still awake at { 01:31 }

Jan 9, 2010



Its very early in the morning..
All the group chat de ppl slp le. Kun liao.
Only me still sot sot de stay awake.
Cause why? Dunno. Cant slp.
Today went to sx house with HuiLing and WeeBoon.
Ji and ash were already there.
Just a normal gaming day. And how come got one girl there?
Lolz. She still managed to self-entertain.
Zai. (Y)
Sometimes you would wonder how a girl can stand 5 ppl dota-ing.
Right in her face somemore. She can still sit there surf net and do her stuff.
Did something bad today too.
Threw a pillow hard hard onto her head. Lolz.
Dont remember why i did that. It just seemed to be the best thing to toss at that time.
Of course it was a pillow but a stiff one so i think it should be abit pain. =(
Ps arh HL. Sumimaseh.
Went for dinner at Mak's recommended place.
Ate the hot plate lamb chop. Was nice. =D
Although it was 7 bucks. i would say that it was still satisfying.
Lately i havent been excersising. Mostly just stay at home and either project or major gaming.
Nothing better to do. Lolz.
My sister's friends may be coming to the house tmr.
Which means that its time for me to stay in my rm.
And it also made me wonder about one thing.
All the while i brought my friends to the house.
But i wonder how does it feel to be meeting ur sibling's friends?
I dont think i have ever had this thought before.
Because i'm the biggest child and its not a positive thing. =D
Only those who are the biggest child will understand what i'm saying.
I think.
Tmr's gonna be a fine day rotting at home or maybe going out.
Well, better out than having no life.
I've been thinking about more people lately.
Its something i have done since the new year started.
Wonder why am i doing it now.
Abit bo liao but this year i think i have to be more daring.
Maybe drink more types of beer? Lolz.
See what stun can pua jiu shi pua liao.
Everyone slp le. Time for me to slp to.
Nitez.com

Still awake at { 02:42 }

Jan 4, 2010



hey hey!
New blogskin.
Ho seh bo?
Haha. Just a brief intro on the above two girls.
The girl with the brown hair is the main heroine. Her name is Nagisa
She ends up dying while giving birth to the child due to her weak physical health.
However in the end of the anime her fate is changed due to a wish by her husband
A.k.a the main character

The other girl is a sub main character since she doesn't appear much in the later part.
She started out as a delinquent and ended up changing her ways.
Eventually being the school council president, she allowed the drama club which the main
heroine wanted to build up again be reformed.

There are more characters in the anime so u can find it up at wiki. =D

Anime name: Clannad , Clannad After Story.

This is by far the 1st time i have watched an anime and felt extremely upset due to the sad endings.
Clannad is still ok. Since it just shows how they met up and got together.
They also meet the 4 other heroines(total 5) and get them to join the drama club.
The focus was more on Nagisa's wishes to make a play instead of her liking for Tomoya
Going through school and family problems etc etc.
It ends nicely with a touching ending and the declaration of the relationship.

Clannad after story focus more on thier individual lives as well as their marriage.
They will also have a child which is named ushio after the mother dies.
In this part they showed how the main character(Tomoya) starts off his life after graduating.
Eventually he has his own house, job and marries Nagisa.
They stay together and they both have a job.
In the end, they decided to have a baby and Nagisa had to refrain from going to her job.
She falls sick due to pregnency sickness and has much difficulty supporting herself.
When the baby was born, she died and it was f-ing sad i assure u.
5 years later, Tomoya visits his in-law's house and goes on a trip with the child.
He then realise what his father had sacrificed for him and how unfilial a son he was.
After returning to his home, he stays with his daughter(Ushio).
Apporaching the winter season, Ushio falls sick with the illness similar to Nagisa's
Despite having the illness, she wants to go on a trip and walking halfway, she fainted.
Tomoya, losing his wife and his daughter is devastated and collasped as well.

There u go. Sad huh? Watch and u will understand.
In between episodes there is an alternate world which will later be explained in the anime.
This is why the ending of Clannad After Story is complicated and has either a good or bad ending.
Lolz. There we go. =D

Life has been busy for me during the holidays.
Projects. Cleaning up of the house. Repacking. Anime-ing =D.
Despite that i still manage to meet up with a few of my old friends and have talking sessions.
After watching various animes, i wondered how closely related is the average student life and as shown in the anime. It seems that it is quite carefree but i dont think so in real life.

O'level results coming in 2 weeks time. Good luck to all the sec 4s.

P.S: I found the soundtrack for the dango song in the anime and it is now my ringtone.

Still awake at { 02:04 }