Ah well...
This is to make up for yesterday...
Lol...
Yesterday When i reached home was quite moody...
thinking about some stuff... Again...
However... It just got worse...
The situation has turned around again...
So sian... Haiz...
It's as if a knife went through my heart and it's going deeper and deeper...
Had the weirdest dream last night...
About our class... Lol... but i won't say here... Its sort of secret...
Wanted to use the phone yesterday but my dad wan use com...
Lol... Then when he finish he forbid me to use the phone...
I thought it was ok as i can still read finish my book...
But how i know he ask me go sleep....
Why??? I dunno know why???
Did I Disturb him or something???
Used my phone to call in the first place but couldn't talk too long...
later phone bill exceed again then the axe comes down...
i feel disapointed... Empty...
Does O' Level mean that my social circle have to be shrunk???
i don't know... Maybe...
Cca... Prefects... He said that it wasn't important...
but i feel that it is the only place where i can be cheerful.
Prefects... Is the only place i can enjoy fully....
Cca... Is where i can express myself...
This title i hold... its not suitable for me now...
This situation i'm in... Its not favorable...
Someone even said to me... "talking is for wimps"...
haha... That person... You know who u are...
Oh yeah....
I promised someone that i post this...
%HATES%
Being kept in the dark...
The feeling of sadness...
lies...
People who don't give a damn about anything...
My past...
There. Five. No more.