hey ppl!!!
here to post after a freaking long time...
ok... Hmm... Actually i have been emo-ing for sometime liao...
But i decided to let it go... It stings like the thing i put in my eye...
SO difficult u know.... to quit dota also so difficult...
Actually. If i compare these two things.... I feel that Dota is the one easier lor...
This thing that has been bothering me has been going on since the end of year camp last year...
i keep thinking... Did it end there??? Three years since begining of sec two...
Three years of a solid friendship...
Three years of trust...
Three years of constant teasing from others....
Three years of my life with a special person like you...
But now... It seems like you threw me away like some unwanted toy and got new ones...
It doesn't sound right... there's a reason but u just dont want to tell me...
so what is it? i prefer you tell me now rather than let me suffer in my breaking...
So weird when i play dota... I think of study...
When i study... I think of you...
When i see you... I think of the times we had...
Why??? Not so easy to find someone as reliable as you..
And yet i trusted you so much to even acompany u a number of times in multiple things...
Its very sad to think of it right now... Even when i held back without you...
Now that your wings have grown you can fly now eh?
Do you think its fair to me?
I break apart now and then but u dont even seem to know you are part of it....
Its like... Total ignorance... Or is it on purpose just to let me suffer???