Today is going to be a boring day. Already is and is not improving.
I'm going to my grandpa's house later.
Really half assed. Quite pissed also.
Nothing to do there but just waste time.
Seriously la ppl dowan go dont force them la.
Kns die die also wan go.
Sibei lao lan.
Wan bring my laptop but the internet there is used by multiple people.
Not only that my battery doesnt even last long enough.
And also not to mention the unhappy faces i see when i use laptop.
Why cant i just stay home? At home its so much better.
Much better than seeing everyone at my grandpa's house.
Not that i dowan to see them but its really pointless.
But if i dont go my father tell me that they will all just think that i'm trying to sell my products.
And then they dont buy i dont see them.
Wtf? So this is how people judge things?
Then i dont go for the rest of my life lor like that.
Even after not closing my deal with my uncle and aunties i also go and have dinner with them.
So i went to my grandpa no deal then dont go? Rubbish.
Its just that now i really see no point.
No one of my age group, all talk in dialect.
My brother and sister both have cousins to play with.
For me? Bullshit.
I dont really liked to be forced doing things.
Neither do i like to be around too many people who are older than me by 10 years and above.
Why? Simple.
Whenever i say something and they dont agree,
they just saw that they have more experience in life than me and that i should listen.

I just said this one simple sentence only:
Last time things were different and now things have changed.
So last time and now are not comparable.

Then they angry.
My parents always say dont compare what my siblings have and what i dont have.
Dont compare what other people have. what they want, what they get.
Then why keep compare my results with other people?
Where is the principle? So now they want compare results?
I average student nia.
So take away my entertainment got use liddat?
Go find a different method la.
really fucking pissed off. and writing here i feel much better.