Nowadays i have been posting more frequently.
Probably because i play too much facebook?
Internet applications make me wait as well?
Bored and too lazy to study? --> yeah
Talking about poly life in this post.
So far my results have been below average in the school.
With a GPA of 2.6667 its still quite low.
But then i ask myself again why do i study?
I told someone about my dream job before.
That was in the past. And the course i'm undergoing now is not leading there.
It is straying off in the opposite direction.
Do i really want to study business? Ya they say i have the skills.
But i wonder where is my motivation.
I dont feel anything even if i fail my test or even if i get high marks
Up till now after a one and a half term, it is still the same.
Recently there was also a top professional dota player hyhy who retired from dota.
In his reasons he said he lost the urge to play and decided to stop.
Is it because i dont have the urge to study as well?
Nah. It cant be since i'm still going to school and attending classes.
Maybe part of it is gone? That would be a nice reason.
Besides that, i'm also losing the urge to play games.
I get tired of it more easily and cant seem to find the right game.
However i remember there was a game that i loved in secondary school.
It was called pirates of the caribbeans. Its not related to the film.
But it is still based on pirates and all. I am still looking for that game.
Hopefully i can find it and gain some of my urge back.
Life is boring seriously.
I think right here now, i would say that if i didnt live to enjoy entertaining and caring for people, i wonldn't be sitting here taking my time to think about this. :)
Its getting late. Must slp or get scolded.
Nitez.
Where'd you go? I miss you so.