For this whole week its just been my father and I in the house.
I realised i've been home alone for this week as well.
It shows that being alone in the house is like a silent jungle since its so quiet.
I can also say i miss the occasional intrution by my family into the room, its almost equivalent to me missing that.

Ah well, they're coming back on sunday so i'll make sure that i smile like a happy fool and listen as they tell me how the trip went. =)

Finally the Business Finance and EFMA test are over.
Guess these are the two topics which need an ample amount of calculation.
And i guess i can finally let go and play a little more for this week?

On top of that there's still the Law and marketing test to worry about.
Two which requires lots of understanding and hardcore memory work.

Well i wont be that sad to get distracted from games.
Nowadays theres so many people who i can play with, i cant choose.
I dont wanna offend anyone by saying that i'm going off to play with someone else.
Neither can i tell the other party that i don't want to play with them.
Sometimes it draws the unwanted attention towards you. And that sucks.

I feel that if i want to get famous, i would go all the way to make it happen so that the whole wide world would know who i am.
If i wanna be an unknown, i'm fine with that too since i dont get too much ppl starting at me all the time.
Speaking of staring, NYP generation is clearly making my friend shawn a popular hit in the school. Not to mention girls looking through the glass window to see him.
What i dont want to be is an inbetween.
This means that like half the people know me and the other half of the population dont. Its kinda strange as i have to adopt to two seperate environments in the same place.
It almost feels like i'm having personality difficulties.

And of course, i find it hard to tell others what i dont like about them. There's only been a few who i can do that to and they are people i hold dear to. Its strange isnt it? Telling people whom you are close to what u like and dont like about them but just adapting to the other people who you dont really know.

So here i am posting before sch again.
Yeah its boring since i have competitions going on and such.
I was just speaking to my sister about her o levels.
Seems like its gonna end soon and she's gonna enjoy her share of fun, something i did 2 years ago.

ah well, she aspires to go into a JC so i do hope she is able to.
After all, its not called a JC just for show. You have to have the results.
I have friends who are in JC now and going to/sitting their a levels now.

Its a drag yeah. Just the thought of having to study. Even my ICAs are coming up and i have totally no motivation to study. Whatever man.

Once i do find that motivation it'll help alot. Like seriously if i cant find it, then i'll make one. =)

Tmr's the ICTS test.

Well glad to know that my sister's o levels are coming to an end.
Guess she's going to have a hell of fun after that ^^

Speaking of holidays my mom spoke to me about the happenings arnd singapore.
We were watching the news and it turned out that 6 students aged 12- 16 had become arsonist by setting fire at places such as toilets and public areas.

What the hell? Something's wrong with kids these days. After analysing an article on the recent slashing case it seems that the world is going back to the primitive age of receiving a huge ammount of joy while setting fire and hacking people to the ground.

Glad to know that my neighbours aren't like that. they have all come to my mom's tution before so i know them, at least for the kids on the 11th floor.

I'm here back again!
Ya its kinda boring these days due to me running arnd singapore.

But still, it was fun. =)
My sister went for her o level paper today, maths if i'm not wrong.
She was all over the house ranting about the questions which she made errors and only realised after the exam.

How long has it been since i have taken my o levels? Think about 2 years.

Soon i will see my sister in a jc or poly soon, hopefully it'll not be the same as me.
I have seen a couple of siblings in my secondary sch before, somehow they always dont turn out well but it goes vice versa if they were seperated.

I guess sometimes there are things which u dont want to show your sibling when u are maturing? Yeah... It kinda sums that up.

Talent, skills, sense of humor, i realise all those are different when i'm at home.

Yes i shall now revive this blog for usage in my Family and Youth module.

It really has been awhile and it took me a long time to remember my previous password and such.

So to start, i shall post about how my weekend was spent.

On saturday, i was at work but i overheard my father mentioning that he wanted to cook a nice meal for us the next day, sunday.

My sister then chirped in saying that she wanted tian ji zhou( Frog leg porridge).

So then the probability of frog leg porridge was increased by a whole lot more percentage and i could already imagine the meal.

By sunday my dad went out during the afternoon to purchase his own ingredients while my siblings and I stayed at home and study.

Till dinner time there was a large bowl which contained 6 frog(legs of course plus a little bit of chest and tendons)

Honestly i had hoped that it would be spicy as i know where to get the sauce and all but since my little brother was eating i pushed on with the oyster sauce.

It was delicious, i even took a picture of it but for some apparent reason my phone is unable to bluetooth it into my computer.

Its an old model and it sucks so i guess thats how it is.

Well thats all for my weekends, seems quite short though. Look out for the next update!

Ok. hectic week.
Ups and downs with emotions.
However, its been better lately =D
So i think i'll come up with something more cheerful.

Jumping and screaming, the exams are soon to be over.
Finally we can all throw our four leaf clover!
Outside the fresh air, the lawn and the grass,
Compared to studying, and looking out the glass.
The feeling is good, the freedom is gained,
Compared to studying, everyone will faint.
Looking at text and squeezing that stuff,
Into the brain, soft like fluff.
This time its long, the break is enjoyable,
Find a job get a life, dont be so gulible.
We need the money, we need the cash,
However, described above money will be dashed.

Hehe, sounds stupid but it was randomly thought up so yeah. =D

Its empty its squeezy its dark in here,
Like a combination of all my fear.
I push i heave i puff i huff,
But all i do is just a bluff.
I wonder why am i in here,
And why doesnt anybody appear.
People are appearing and they can see,
but only some are helping me.
Its making a crack, there's a beam of light,
i can see many people flying a kite.
They appear oblivion to my situation,
perhaps because, they made this creation.

Hehe. Now that things have settled, another will rise.
However, if we can take it slowly, why not?
I though of a stupid literate thing last night while tossing in bed.
Its something like a poem?
But its rather mixed up and stupid so dont laugh.

Holding something so small in my hand,
Looking at it, wonder when it rang.
A press of a button, to see the contents,
After which, it just pretends.
I answer back, to which it applies.
At times of course, it gives me a surprise.
The smallest of things, the climax of flings,
The best of feelings, the worst of clinks.
Sometimes it stays silent, without a ring,
Then i will wonder, what am i doing?
From the past, the present, history is there,
But none of which, which i don't care.
However the most important thing inside to see,
Is not the text is not the crap but the warmth you gave to me.

=)

Mental note. I have only slept 2 hours. Thats a goner.
So far its been a pretty ok chinese new year.
However, i will declare that there has a been few changes in my life within these past few days.
Yes. I will redecide things again.
Yes. I shall change for the better.
No. I will not repeat my past mistakes.
It happened again when i found out about it this early morning.
With the usual ppl of course.(:
I shall say this loud and clear here.
I do not hate them for telling me that.
In fact, i actually appreciate them for telling me.
Because, its still early to nip in the bud and solve this on a good note.
Its safe to say that its mostly my fault since i overlooked this yet again.
Sad to say, i have disappointed myself again this year.
So far, twice already.

To the three people:
I walked away last night because not because i didnt want to solve the problem there.
It was a step for me to think and have some space.
Moreover, i think that all of you would also want to solve it as soon as possible.
So please do not get the wrong idea.

Going to work now. I'll solve this before my second shift.

For things to happen at this time.